Merira

I haven't written a journal in quite some time. now? I just feel like it. Basically, I'd like to give a personal advice, two actually, since I had some unpleasant experiences with software work lately. Number 1: Never, and I mean it, never(!) merge and save. I know everyone knows this, but it has happened to the best of us, and will happen again. Its a shame to lose a work that you thought you wouldn't need in future. Well, I managed to pull it off without that particular piece of atmospheric 'drawing' for a project, but who knows. Second and more important: ALWAYS safely remove  hardware. You never know when it will hit you. I just lost a sh

Have you ever been in such a situation, when no matter what you do, you screw somebody? It's just so hard sometimes. I don't know what to do. Whatever I do, I won't be happy and what's even worse is that no matter what I do, he won't be happy… and I want him to be happy. I've been told – "One must always be able to sacrifice himself in order for others to be happy" But what does that actually mean? And what happens when along with myself I have to sacrifice others. How does the equation change? I have the strength to sacrifice myself and my well being for others, believe me, I do. But when it happens so that by doing that I a

F.I.N.A.L.S. F*ck, I Never Actually Learned that Shit soooooo semester exams start tomorrow, the first two being biology and Bulgarian literature, closely followed by chemistry on Monday, then history and physics on Tuesday, math and geography on Wednesday and as always, the greatest disaster is left for the end - German, on Thursday. so, now I'm just trying to find something to do instead of doing the inevidable - actually studying...